Leiite - A Broken Friendship

I still remember the day we met, I remember it all like it was yesterday. It all started back when we were year-ones when you saw me in the corner eating my lunch by myself and you decided to come and eat with me. You came and sat down I said, "Hey" with a frown on my face you asked me if I was okay and if I wanted to play tag with you on the playground I shook my head, you stood up and left me I felt sad and scared it was my first day of school I had no friends didn't know anyone from this school and also I didn't even know where the playground was. The bell went I quickly ate my sandwich and left, I went off walking around in a circle waiting for you to come back and ask me the same question it was boring it felt like you left to the other side of the World. I was waiting it felt like years for the bell to ring again, I needed a drink so I went for a drink as soon as I got there you were on the other side playing Basketball I was smiling but you ignored me like I was a ghost, you looked away I thought I have done something wrong, I went for my drink as soon as I drank the water it splashed into myself I got up frustrated at the tap I kicked it and fell I had nothing else to do but to watch you, you were looking at me like I was a clown and I just put a show on for you, you were laughing at me so I laughed so we could laugh together you were waving your hand was telling me to come as I got up ready to get to you another Boy flew past me and you hugged you I thought you were looking at me, you went and shot the ball it rolled to me you smiled and said, "Pass me the ball please" I passed it to you thinking you were going to help me off the floor, you got the ball and started playing again I felt like I was getting played, getting roled by a little girl. I got up and acted as nothing happened I thought to myself, "I am such a fool, why do I think people want to play with me, why do I even try" a tear dropped to my feet, I went to go sit down waiting for the bell to ring and I would never forget about this day. Two years have passed by ever since that sad first day for me happen I never forgot about it and never would, It is always on my mind, for the past two Months you have never came to school I thought you were my friend, I thought we were close you told everyone you were leaving for two Months but never told me  you hugged everyone but didn't look at me once I thought I was just thin air at that point and decided to trust nobody but myself it was going to be hard but I thought I could get strong at that point. Another Week passed and I see you walking into school everyone rushes to you to hug you and say, "Hi" I sat there because of you, you were the one that made me like this, you were the one that made me think I was a ghost, I wanted to tell everyone but I couldn't I set a rule for myself, "Number one rule: trust nobody" but I didn't want to put it all onto you and blame you that this is why I am like this, besides I like it prefer my life like this it was easy, nicer, humbler, most of all I got smarter. I was a year Three reading at the age year of year Four. My Math is the year age of year Three-and-an-half and my Writing was at the year age level of year Four-and-an-half. Five years passed and everyone knows me as the humblest, smartest, nicest, and the chill person there is in Point England, I got out of my shadow and tried to talk to you last year but you never talked so I gave up once again but once everyone noticed me it was your turn to talk to me as you tried I gave you a third chance to talk and you did you were one of the coolest friends I had and my only friend I had. You keep asking if I was okay if I was doing good in class if I wanted to talk about something, but once everyone thought we were a, "Thing" you started to fade away I was real sad when you did you stopped caring about me you stopped hugging me and you stopped talking to me. I thought it was the end of us. One year later it was time to leave. While the whole school sat in the wall waiting for the 3:00pm bell to ring so we all can get ready for 2020 get ready for High School. I was thinking if you were going to come and say, "Goodbye" to me as the bell went and everyone screamed, "Happy Hoildays" I was watching you hug all your teachers and friends you saw me, walked up to me and looked away. I was devastate and thought this was a real, "Broken Friendship".